perubahan perlu dibuat... tahun baru azam baru ..

adoi dh bersawang sudah page ni.. hmmm tahun baru ni.. kita perlu azam yg baru dan harap azam tu dpt kita penuhi utk tahun itu..awal muharam.. tahun baru bg kalendar Islam, hmmm aku rassa mcm nak buat sesuatu yg lebih bermakna hahah poyo tak ayat tu.. pertama aku rasa mcm nak tukar image la.. penghijarahan itu bukan satu perkara yang mudah.. perlu kekuatan dan niat yg betul.. hmm hati macam nak tapi masih takot..owhh aku rasa mcm nak belajar jahit baju kurung.. ahmm mungkin thn ni adalah tahun yg baik utk aku belajar .. hehehe mane tau sok boleh jahit baju sendiri or buat business heheeh .. ok perlu cari tmpt belajar heeheh... hmmm jap nak pk ape lagik utk thn ni... utk wat keje amal .... hmm tgh nak cari dari mane nak mulakan benda ni.. dan satu lagik nak start balik baca novel, motivation and inspirational ... ok ni je la dulu.. takleh tamak bab nak wat resolusi.. sbb bukan senang nk kiter buat perlu kan kekuatan dalaman dan luaran hehehe poyo lagi ehehhe

but positive vibe gives u a positive result.. insyaallah.

ps: aku dah jadi aunty.. n the nick for me is nda lia... owh i shall upload the cute baby pic soon.

xoxo.

football,soccer, bola sepak, MALAYSIA..AUUWWWMMMM

now i know why we shud go to stadium to watch the game..the feeling is so much better than watching from the tv.. ya the vibes is all over.. well its my 1st time layan bola kat stadium.. semangat lebih hehhe.. br tau tiket boleh bli online heheh around 85000 pple were there. and it comes from all races.. suddenly i feel like 1 unity ..yaa sport can make us stand for 1 understanding.. which is our beloved country heheheh..
its my 1st time going to the stadium,when there with 7 of my colleague ..we bought the grand stand ticket so that we can easily find our place to seat.. day before.. we bought the malaysia jersey ,yellow in color.. owhh ya.. plus bought the tatoo of the malasia football logo and stick it at the faces just to show that we are totally excited for this hehehe we park rite at the side of highway near sri petaling, and walk up to the stadium..not that far .. ish mmg excited abis la kan..sbb semua org pegi to support our team.. dengan ada yg bawak anak2 dorang, bendera besar gila just to show support,mcm2 la ada...


aku beriya pergi tengok game qualifiying for world cup.malaysia v/s singapore.. perlawanan yang agak bosan sedikit memandangkan Malaysia main tak macam slalu... so- so je..mungkin over confident.. dari segi passing bola agak bersepah... ok aku bukan la pakar bola...tapi mmg dorang main tendang je.. hmmm aku rasa masalah mereka adalah over confident. skali lagi safee boh satu gol yg agak menarik disitu.. time tu mmg terasa syok budget leh menang.. tapi tak.. takpela mungkin bukan masanya utk kita ke world cup.. tapi goal keeper mmg patut diberi kredit yg melampau-lamapu sebabkan dia berjaya menepis semua bola dengan gayanya.. mmg cantik ar... apek u make us proud hehe all round to this level, i should give a big hand to all the team members, at least our soccer quality have improved and made us to this stage.. cuma next time jgn over confident heheheh tapi aku bangga la jugak atleast semua dari malaysia... tak macam pasukan lawan..setakat bli player tak main ar hehehe

bagi aku singpore team.. totally DRAMA QUEEN..mngkin lagik teruk dari drama queen.. asyik2 nak jatuh and berlakon konon2 sakit.. tipu gila.main mcm hampeh... ko dpt 1 gol tu pon sbb nasib.. haish tolong la dengan kebolehan ko drama tu takkan bawak ko ke mana- mana la.. hahaha mmg tak tahan dah la matsaleh tua je yg main.. hahah aku rasa mereka sesuai jadi pelakon dari main bola.. tak pun dorang diberi latihan belakon sebelum masuk padang so that they can act in the same time..takde sape2 tnedang ,dia jatuh pastu xnak bangun.. mmg tak patut.. bukan la nak kutuk dorang tapi mmg kenyataan..

okla im totally enjoyed watching the game with all my girlfrens.. thanx to Eliza for buying and redeem the ticket for us.. thanx for planning hehe walopon time balik kena bertolak2 mcm gile..aku tak paham nak kuar daristadium tu pon terhegeh2.. dh la main tolak2.. tu je part paling benci..yg laen ok.. ehhehe..
neway rawrrrrrr for malaysia team..
auuwwwwmmmm..

penantian satu penyeksaan

penantian satu penyiksaan.. bukan untuk melebih2 tapi kadang2 jemu utk menunggu sesuatu yg kita sendiri tak pasti..mengapa??kenapa?? sbb ini adalah satu lagik ujian dan satu lagik jawapan adakah kita berani utk jawapan itu.. pembayang sudah , tapi masih lagik berhati2 kerana pengalaman itu mmg benar buat kita diam dan berfikir.menyesalkan hanya utk mereka yg kalah dengan dugaan yg diberi oleh Dia. Mungkin aku sudah terlari dari landasan yg sebenar.. lalai dengan situasi dan dunia.kosong minda utk seketika bagi masa utk pilih.berharap hanya akan membuat kita lebih kecewa jika sesuatu harapan itu tiada walopon sikit.jadi masa utk aku berhibernasi dengan diri dan cuba buat pilihan tepat. Mmg aku ni tak tetap dengan apa yg aku ingin... tapi kalu aku sudah suka, jgn harap aku akan lepas. dan utk suka aku perlubersabar walopon penantian utk lebih lama haishh..

confirm sudah...

sudah lama tak brblog.. aku ada banyak benda nak tulis sebenarnya tapi malas untuk on9 sbb aku akan tido lmbt dan akan buat aku lmbt g keje.. aku sudah pun diconfirm .. yehaaaa boleh la amik cuti... hehehe mungkin perlu cuti dan relax.. dan buat benda yg bersantai... aku rasa dh lama mcm tak bersantai... hahah poyoness.. owhh the good news is my GM gives a gud review bout me to the HR haahha kembang sat.. now were hoping to get bonus . and if ada the first thing mayb bagi both of my parents... hopefully dpt la.. kalu xdpt pon increment pun jadi la hahaha.. owhh aku ada story bout my housemate.. benci ar.. attitude dia mcm hampeh.. ish ni ar susah kalu amik org yg kiter tak knal dok umh kiter n buat macam umh ni umh dier.. stress... t aku akan story mory bout her.. bukan utk menjatuhkan dier ke per.. tapi cuma tak puas hati .. respect ar ckit.. aku xamik port ape ko nak buat but u have to respect us jgn main suke ati ko je kan.. hmmmm k sok la sambung... as for now.. im happy cuz i've been confirm weeeeee..seronok mcm nak menari setempat hahahah

girl power..

somehow this song gives me some kind of girl power..haha bring out the positive vibe in me hehehe

update

workload ..but my weight increase arrghhh apakah???
makan normal jugak... mungkin kurang bersenam kot...
hahah adoi mcm2 la ... dah lama tak update blog ni..
diri sendiri skarang lebih fokus kepada kerja... hmm ya cukup2 la bermimpi..aku ni cepat berangan.. dan akan layan sampai aku rasa kadang2 dh terlajak jauh ngan angan2 aku.. mayb because of that rambut aku pon makin putih.. or mayb age factor aku pon taktau.. hahah okla.. keja aku mmg makin hari makin mencabar ... menguji ketahanan aku jap heheh tapi perlu berada di co ni selama 3 thun... kawan2 kat sini..mmg unic.. full of surprises at times.. unic in every way..gm aku paling kewl aku rasa.... sempoi.. aku ni ade masalah cepat terpengaruh ngan mereka yh aku rasa berjaya heheh he is one of them... tiba2 rasa nak jadi mcm dia hahah in some ways la hahah.. they have this experience taht make me wanna be just like them.. mayb this is like my baby steps towards my goal...
yeah... owhh ade new topic but i will update soon..
heheheh

mungkin

kata 1 malaysia

bila cakap pasal satu malaysia..semua la kata kita hidup aman damai..tak buyers.. tak prejudis ..tak racist..dan sebagainya.... ok aku paham.. tapi bila kita lihat pasangan itu bukan dari golongan yang sama mula la nak pandang semcm.. hahaha mana perginya 1 malaysia.. ok kejadian ni jd kat aku ...aku nak blik ke kampung halaman..dan kebetulan org ofis aku sekampung.. dan untuk jimat kan kos perjalanan.. kita plan utk tong2.. okla kan.. tapi dia ni lelaki india dan aku melayu... untuk highlight kan yg aku bukan la racist...
sebab lapar nak mati kami stop dekat rnr.. dan g kfc .. dan time tu la aku rasa aku ni seperti alien.. semua org pandang.. rasa macam aku tak pkai baju plak.. mmg pelik dan aku pon rasa terganggu asal ko kene tgk aku mcm nak makan... itu disebabkan aku ngan si dia yg bukan dari bangsa yg sama.. adoi mmg la pelik... aku pon tak paham la... bila pemikiran ni nak brubah.. dh2 la..ape pon mmg la lawak dan agak awkward sbb pada aku ini atas dasar nak save budget dan dasar kawan.. bukan la atas dasar laen...globalisasi sudah tapi org kita adakah pemikiran masih di takuk yg sama??


hahahah pelik la... kalu nak pandang pon jgn la so obvious ..


ps: aku suka la lelaki tinggi please... ade ke kena mengena ngan topic di atas hehehehe

my department

motivasi aku untuk ke ofis adalah... kawan2 training aku.. ok mmg busy time keje.. tapi part paling best lunch cause that is the time yg we can talk like no body business... gossip plus catching up with everyone... ya that is my motivation...currently im trying to like what im doing.. sbb aku rase dengan mastering benda ni aku dah ade skill and i really need those skill in the future.. i would say after 3 months in the office.. its full of ups and down.. my boss is very2 workaholic.. not like me .. aku ni jenis masa perlu dibahagi sama rata fun n work.. kena separate.. aku xnak la life aku mcm aku kawin ngan keje je kan.. k thats not the point.. the point is.. aku rase dia sangat bersemangat ..hmm aku suke sebebnarnye tgk dier keje ..she knows everything, and remembers everything.. not like me aku ni kadang2 blur.. and masih lagik tengah belajar menghafal numbers for invoice,delivery etc... masih terkial2 .. dan masih perlu focus untuk menghafal dengan lebih baik.. heheheh my colleague pon agak sempoi.. they help me alot and very down to earth.. mmg senang dapat info from them and even mintak tolong pon xsusah ..semua pon mcm sgt bermurah hati utk ajar.. terharu hehehe hmm cara aku tulis mcm aku excited.. tapi sebenarnyr xla excited sgt.. tapi mcm still lagik motivate to learn and not to give up at the starting point.
my job scope currently is doing the forecasting and planning. this is the critical part since u need to order the number of car every month.. im kinda slow in learnign the flow since its kinda complicated.. but im getting to it...alhamdulillah with the help of Ash since im taking over his place as he have to move on to another section..he did guide me on the things to be done...my colleague Mr.Don also helps me alot hahah i love working with him actually cause he is funny ahaha plus his like pioneer in the department after my bos.. so i guess he knows more than i do.. haahha
my admin is quite talkative..and at the wrong time hahaha .. kelakar kot sbb time aku busy la dier nak bercerita..kadang2 xdengar pon sbb aku tgh nak abis kan keje.. but i do gave the respond jugak sbb tak sampai ati.. tapi okla ade gak la org nak ckp kn time2 bosan heheh honey and yang is another colleague of mine.. honey is very jovial type and dayang is very soft spoken heheh both of them welcome me during my 1st day at my department ..=)) terharu gak la hehehe.. okla.. i guess i need to start loving my job so taht i wont stress myself....

Far east movement- Rocketeer lyrics

fall in love with this song...

Fortune cookies.

owhh i ate fortune cookies today.. well the best thing of fortune cookies is where u get to read what inside the cookies.. heheh and my lucky note saying that THE STAR OF RICHES IS SHINING UPON YOU....wowww the star of riches shining upon me ..weheee. this must be gud fortune telling for me hahaah.. im not saying i believe it ..but its fun to read bout it..actually if we want something we have to work for it..and we have to believe in it.. its like the law of attraction u need to belief to get it..currently im trying to belief in it..heheheh it doesnt hurt to try right.. =))

let me see.. hmm belief on getting this for future

1) hmm a soulmate like him =))


2) to get a diamond ring.. it will be better if someone give it to me..tapi kalu x ..bli je la kan hehehe


3) to go to hollywood.. ehhe best la kalu dpt g sane hehehe


oowh actually bnykla.. but list this 3 je la dulu hhehehe

berangan number satu hahahaha tapi kalu belief in it mane tau leh dpt..please keep on shining those stars of rich towards me hehehe
p/s : chad murray sbb baru je tgk one tree hill ... cair hehehe

brapa umur kamu??

bila kita bercakap pasal umor.. mmg agak sensitif pada sesetengah pihak diluar sane... but for me im cool with it.. heheh walopon umor tahun ni 26.. argghh dah 26 rase mcm baru nak masuk 20 hahaha ( ini sindrom tak bleh terima kenyataan) heheheh aku ok jer sebenarnye... walopon kadang2 terase gak la tua disitu hehehe..walopon dah 26.. tapi semua org diluar sana agak sukar untuk teka umor sebenar aku.. ehheh (poyo kan kan hehehe ) well aku terima seadanya heheh sbb pujian tu bagi aku rase super muda hahah ..haha dan bila jalan dengan cousin2 aku.. sure org ingt aku yg adik ..ahahaha best kan..tapi dikala umor ni jugak soklan emas adalah bila nak kawin.. aiyak itu la soklan yg menyebabkan aku rase tua blik.. tapi ape pon tahun ni aku harap its going to be a good year for me in terms of my career dan jugak my love hehehe .. -aku lah yg paling senior diatas.. peace yall =)) -

p/s : aku nak save tarikh cousin aku nyer besday.. so dengan confident aku tanye dia tahun 19.... skali dcousin aku balas..lala mane ade 19 la.. tahun 2000 la.. hahaha..laa dah masuk tahun 2000 rupenye .. terus aku rase tua jap =))

migrain...

gooshh this is the second time.. it happen again .. i got this serius headache and it suddenly attacked the eye nerves .. it was so painful that i cannot even stand up straight..mayb due to stress or fatigue.... than at one point .. aku muntah.. dan aku benci muntah ... the feeling mmg sucks...after googling about migrain.. i guess the symtoms i had is the same as describe in the website... goosh a bit shocked and nervous after reading it... i hope is not real.. i will wait n see if it occurs again then i need to see the doctor..
mungkin sbb terlalu penat dan kurang tido kot... hmmmm harap2 tak jadi lagik

crankshaft babeh heheheeh

sekarang pas g training as technician baru la aku tau ape tu crankshaft..camshaft..piston.. valve.. dan sume la benda dlm kete tu hehehe..its a good experience actually.. and for a girl to be in the workshop mmg la sume xcaye ..but ok pe setakat nak belajar sikit2 tu boleh la.. owwhh during the on job training.. i got to do a minor service for the car .. eee xla susah mane pon ehehhe.. owhh skarang dah leh detect sound tu dr mane n y..heheh and my mentor at the workshop mmg terer la.. sume pon dier tau.. aku blajar bnyk gak la dr dier.. neway boleh dikatakan satu pengalaman yang mnarik dan aku suke..plus we get all the advantage here in the company.. dpt tgk model baru tuh.. hmmm mmg cantik la... hmm althought i can not be as sexy as megan fox in tranformer plus my tshirt is like 2 times my size n orange in color... but at least to be using those spanar makes me feel like megan fox in transformer babeh ehhehe ye ker.. ?? =)

kamu si bikers macho eheheh

aku baru2 ni g amik report polis utk accident kete aku since ari tu system down.. so terpakse kuar jap time ofis utk g amik report.dan sampai je balai polis terus g amik number nak collect report.time dok tunggu tu, ade la satu mamat ni.aku rase dier ni bawak moto super bike ape pun mcm biker la sbb dari segi baju, dier pakai jaket superbike,siap ade knee padding and kasut pun stock nak g race.. mmg complete.. siap leh wat iklan shampu sebab time dier bukak je helmet adoi rambut lagik straight dr aku hahaha mcm gune jari pun boleh..eheh mmg straight..(jeles sbb aku nyer rambut tak straight lngsung eheheh) ok fine aku ingt mamat ni cine sbb rambut blonde campur hightlight merah and mata dier sepek.. so aku mcm confident dier cine.ala2 korea pun ade gak =)) tapi alangkah terkejut nyer aku..bile bunyi ringtone bikers macho ni .....hai selamat ari raya kami semua ucapkan hehehehe.. lagu raya adoi yay ttertipu betul la aku.. mati2 ingt bikers cine..(terus aku mcm control je nak gelak sbb macho dah cukup macho tapi lagu ringtone sungguh syahdu..hehe) ni sure kes xdpt blik raye kot heheheh dan pastu baru dier tegur aku tanye lame dah ke tunggu and keje kat mane.. saje je la mungkin nak coverline ehhehe tapi aku respect la dier walopon nampak macho masih tak lupe lagu raye..yess mmg terbaik.. plus ckp penuh dengan sopan santun hehehe..=P

p/s: bikers mude,ala korea and sopan santun.. okey ape... eheheh =P

accident la plak

on friday last week..aku accident.. dan paling sedih kete aku tengah2 between a waja n kelisa... habis my liltle baby savvy got hit... sian dier.. but i would say thanx to my baby cause the body was great that it safe me from the impact.. alhamdulillah aku ok.. kete aku pon kemek gak la tapi not that bad mungkin sbb besi dier kuat.. tapi aku kesian ngan kete blakang yg hit aku... kete dier rosak teruk.. adoi that shows my baby mmg kuat .. keta depan aku ni agak bengong sbb dier tarik hand break ngan tibe2.. so aku dh tak dpt elak.. walopon aku dah break tapi sbb ujan.kete aku mcm slide skit.. time kena tu mmg dh tak boleh pk ape..takot gak sbenarnyer.. aku mmg tergamam jap la sbb dh nampak benda depan tapi xleh wat pe.. owhhh time tu tuhan je la tau ...hmmm alhamdulillah aku selamat.. cuma bbay je la sakit... hmm syukur gak la tak jd pape kat aku...and aku sib baik pakai seat belt kalu tak.. aku rase dh tercampak gak.. sbb impact dier kuat gaak.. mcm tersentak gak la aku ke depan.... hmmm..okla.. ape pon benda dah jadi.. look at the bright side.. im ok thats the most important thing kan..

i cried in front of 20 pple.. whuttaaa...=P

im officially bond with my new co for 3 years.. means no more lompat2 ..ahhaha so currently i have to develop the love towards this co.. well i should say im proud to be in the automotive industry..aummmmm(cuba teka kenapa kena mengaaauuummm)..=P thanx to the company for hiring me.. i look forward to share my ideas and to be part of the changes in the co..i was one of the customer who bought the car.. and i would say i love my car... and i look forward for the company to make a big boom soon...

seriously aku sgt teruja bila dapat masuk dan tgk mcm mana kereta dibuat dari mula... waaahhh mmg jakun ok hhahah dari kosong sampai jadi sebijik keta dan sampai boleh bawak.. mmg menarik...and its not an easy job.... seriously..=) suddenly the feeling of motivation comes in.. yela motivate la kan pas tgk keta sebijik depan mata.. motivate untuk be part of the industry.. heheh adoi ayat ni sbb aku masih teruja la tgk keta dah siap depan mata hehehe

training for 4month.. so time ni aku akan explore bout the company.. the strength and the weaknessess... is a good exposure so that we can learn about the co and try to be the change agent for the company hehehhehe (poyo lagik hahaha sbb aku rasa co ni ade potential cuma kena put more effort) okok.. nampak sgt teruja xbih2 ehheeh walopon org kat luar akan mengata pasal co aku.. tapi aku xkisah yang penting aku pecaya yg co ni ada potensi hehehehe (ok baik aku stop poyoness ni hahaha)

topik sebenar ialah i cried in front of 20 pple in the traning session..ape kes?? aku ni sgt la tak suka org nampak aku menangis .. macam tak syok la org nampak muka mcm belemoih suma hahaha tapi aku terbabas jugak ... hmmm hindustan sudah aku ni time training... hahahh aadoi mmg la tak boleh patah blik.. malu gila... why?? why??? walopon teruja ngan company tapi xdak la sampai boleh tunjuk muka belemoihkan? kan ? ehhehe

kes ni bermula bila sesi utk penutup... trainer ni suruh setiap individu beratur dalam 3 barisan.. dan setiap org kena bagi kata2 yg semangat dan positive kat semua org ... ok 1st aku ni kental la sbb aku rasa mcm biasa ja tu.. so 1st round ok settle tak menangis la lagik... sampai la bila turn org dtg kat aku dan bg kata2 positive dan pujian yang aku rasa mcm sesuai ke tak ni utk aku... heheh malu dan aku terharu sampai menangis hahahah wey mmg malu ..air mata ni macam air terjun.. siap tak terboleh ckp plus terkedu haha alia... what have u done... belemoih dan bersepah... hahaha abih la rasa kental tu suma hilang.. aku dah macam a lil girl who cried because of her candy got stolen from bad boys ahahah.. serious ... aku pon xpaham la sebab apa bleh nangis bukan nya kutuk tapi dorang puji..tapi aku still nangis... maybe sbb ade lagu background kot tu yg lebih emo.. arggh jadi emo trus ..siap time puji yg laen pon terus emo ..sampai ckp mcm bdak mintak icecream tapi xdpt ahahahah.. nasib baik la depan yg 20 org ja termasuk trainer .. kalu tak mana la nak letak muka belemoih ni hahahaha

apapun training ni belum abih lg.. baru 3 minggu.. hahah aku ada lagik 3 months to go... agak excited sbb pasni aku kena assign utk masuk workshop n belajar ngan technician mcm mana nak baiki kereta.. so pasni leh la poyo depan kawan2 yg aku tau la jgak pasai keta ..aku suka sbb pasni x la tipah tertipu kan..ahahah..

selamat hari raya

selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin... raya yang agak suram...
pemergian org yg kita paling sayang mmg beri impak yang besar tambah2 time raya kan... tok i really miss u... still remember, every year without fail the main agenda is taking a picture with u, to ask forgiveness from u, plus ur favourite food ketupat palas, ur smile althought ur a bit tired to entertain those guest who came for raya...
well those memories will be remembered.

neway i would like to wish my frens out there selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin. cherish ur time with ur family and frens because time doesnt wait for us... appreciate them while u have the opportunity.

look forward and no turning back..

its time to wake up and look forward. start planing from now.. time doesnt wait for us.. if u want something u have to go for it... dont look back no more.. what ever happens before is just another story to remember... believe that Allah S.W.T have planned everything and we have to accept it with open heart. insyaallah He will guide us to the the right path..

my 1st day at pasar ramadhan

yessshh today when to pasar ramadhan in ttdi.. welll i have to say last year pasar ramadhan is much better compared to this year... when around 5 .. yeah people start to queing to buy the food.. i would say the famous taman tun popia have the most people queing ...i must say it is the best popia and worth to que for hehehe

hmmm 1st of all i do the walk until the end of the road just to see what we can have later.. for today i choose to have strawberry jelly, plus nasi tomato and air tebu ... yum2 all sound so attempting right now hhaaha...actually going to pasar ramadhan is just another test whether i can control my craving for variety of foods here hahahah not bad i manage to stop my craving and just bought 3 things only.. welll another 29 days to go.. can still plan what to eat hmmm.. in the list for ramadhan as usual ayam percik,ikan bakar, nasi briyani,nasi kerabu,bubur lambuk, hmm .. owhh the list goes on hehehe t la will update later heehe mcm mana nak diet when the list are there ahhahah.. xpe2 makn ckit shouldnt be a problem kan ehhehe

oowhh actually i was thinking of kuih tepung talam.. gosh its hard to get this kuih... i dont know where to find it here in kl... oowhh i love tepung talam.. can get the best one only in kedah...semakin pupus la kuih ni heheheh i guess i need to learn how to do it.. ehhehe okla selamat berbuka ..=)

p/s doa berbuka "allahumma laka sumtu wa bika aamantu wa ‘alaa rizqika afthartu birahmatika ya arhamarrohimin"